For sure, don't take the system personal, it is equally bad and good against anyone. However, why wouldn't I just insult the system, if I'd feel like it? When I would say, fuck the system!, fuck you system hard!, first, it wouldn't matter, as it is not a kind of critique, which would eventually matter, second, it wouldn't offend anyone, as the system is impersonal? Oh, wait, no, it would, it would hurt some peoples' feelings, making them feel offended, as they identify with the system, defend it.
That reminds me of and turns out to be a similar thing to: "Can there be something good within something bad?". Can I be happy here?, yes, when being allowed to insult the system, when given the right of free speech, but can I live here?, eventually not, if I couldn't avoid the system's pressure systems. I am convinced that there are areas whithin the system, where people either are able to live free from pressure, as they have been good enough to get out on islands, however I am also worried, whether I would like to live there, imagining all the money, status and power they had to acquire to get there. So, I suggest to rather slip down into the center of the pressure system, where you may be nothing, and just live in that stable place of time and space. And then, insulting the system would be the least I would like to do, wouldn't feel offended nor pressured. That place would be the streets or the woods, nice places!
So, do I declare everything bad? If I do so, was it because I have reached or learnt something? Or, because I am frustrated, seeking my pleasure in cursing, making an abstract system responsible for my bad? That would be bad and I fear to be like that. But, I won't believe that and there is nothing like my bad or my failure, for sure not. I have just had a three sets to love defeat against scientific institutions, obviously no, it was a defeat against many more people who are just like me.
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